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GunnedDownAtrocity
10-04-2004, 10:02 PM
wish me luck guys. i got 3 cycles of this **** and then the bone marrow transplant. the chemo this time is one week straight, meaning a 24 hour drip for four days followed by a 4 hour on the 5th, and then 3 off ... i do this 3 times. then ill go back up to john hopkins.
the cool thing is that im about 12 hours into my first day here and i feel absolutely nothing. they said that even though its more intense than last round some people just kinda roll through without feeling much. this isn't what i deserve, but this would be good. the worst part is not smoking. but then again the best part is the fact that i literally can not stop eating because of the not smoking. i couldn't begin to list what i have eaten today *grabs slim jim*.
i also made sure im hooked up in here. i borrowed a laptop (dial up sucks but what the hell), brought my ps2, have had my family here all day, i have more games than i could possibly play in 5 days, lots of good books including two new taoist books, i also brought my loud ass box fan, my tea, my own clothes that i wear minus the top, my own food, and tomorrow suzi or my sister will be bringing over my coffee pot so i don't have to keep going to the nurses station every five minutes (i have replaced cigarettes with tea so i have had at least a dozen cups since this afternoon ... wouldn't be surprised if it were closer to 20). also been keeping busy working from the hospital since i have the laptop. it was my idea, and if i get too sick they know they got to take over my ****, but for now there's no reason why i shouldnt be.
sorry to ramble on like so, but it's easy to get rolling when you got the time. for those of you who would prefer to see my idiocy spewed forth on the forums for a while wish me luck, and for those of you who are a little better than that now's the time to pray for my death.
Serpent
10-04-2004, 10:11 PM
*kneels down, clasps hands together*
joedoe
10-04-2004, 10:17 PM
Best of luck GDA. Really hope this time it knocks it on the head and you are clear.
Meat Shake
10-04-2004, 10:48 PM
I say you hold someone hostage and demand a sponge bath and a doobie.
"Best of luck GDA. Really hope this time it knocks it on the head and you are clear."
Exactly. :)
Mr Punch
10-04-2004, 11:50 PM
You'll do it GDA, and keep us posted about the orange orifice emissions... no, on second thoughts...
Kaitain(UK)
10-05-2004, 12:07 AM
Best of luck GDA.
kungfu cowboy
10-05-2004, 04:03 AM
Don't forget to wear foot-mirrors! Good Luck!
GunnedDownAtrocity
10-05-2004, 04:14 AM
7 out of 10 liters down and still nothing. this might not be that bad of a week. if i can keep this up until wednesday 2 or so bad days wont seem that bad. hell, maybe ill be alright until friday.
no orange fluids leaking from my anus yet, but i have a feeling im going to be spared that this time. my urine last time was also orange in color while this time it's a very light lime green. so if anything it will likely be green fluids leaking from my anus. ill definately let you guys know though.
slept for two hours .... tried to look at porn but a nurse came in and probably figured i was wanking (not that i wont be at some point mind you, but i knew it wasnt a good time). ah well back to the tao of pooh i guess.
Judge Pen
10-05-2004, 06:58 AM
Good luck. Fight the good fight.
Ray Pina
10-05-2004, 07:03 AM
Focus Danielleson ... you can do it!
red5angel
10-05-2004, 07:16 AM
looks like I'll have to be drinking for the tow of us. :D
IronFist
10-05-2004, 07:28 AM
Good luck, dude. :) Keep us posted.
Premier79
10-05-2004, 08:21 AM
Best of luck to ya man.
MonkeySlap Too
10-05-2004, 08:22 AM
Dude, best wishes. There are few things that s@ck more than your experience right now. Imagine how much tougher you'll once your done....
(is that a f@cked up wish or what? Hey I'm trying here... Get better, man)
Chang Style Novice
10-05-2004, 08:25 AM
Choke that cancer out, mufuh!
FatherDog
10-05-2004, 10:04 AM
Originally posted by Chang Style Novice
Choke that cancer out, mufuh!
GDA by rotting orb attack, rd 1
MasterKiller
10-05-2004, 10:06 AM
Originally posted by GunnedDownAtrocity
tried to look at porn but a nurse came in and probably figured i was wanking (not that i wont be at some point mind you, but i knew it wasnt a good time). Crank one out for KFO.
I lost my great grandmother, grandfather, and two aunts from it, so I wouldn't wish it on anyone.
Good luck, and I'll smoke one for you.
Yeah, I know. I'm an a** for smoking, but I'm working on it.
norther practitioner
10-05-2004, 11:12 AM
Keep the cool attitude bro... you'll be fine.
Do what you have to do, GDA. You're a tough sonofabich. You'll get through it.
CaptinPickAxe
10-05-2004, 12:04 PM
Best of luck, GDA.
I have a feeling that when the boredom sets in, you'll have some very, very interesting stuff to post. Also, shouldn't you be treating yourself to medical marijuana right about now?;)
FatherDog
10-05-2004, 12:33 PM
Originally posted by MasterKiller
Crank one out for KFO.
I vote that Gene make this the new site motto.
Crank one out for KFO
Dig.
GunnedDownAtrocity
10-05-2004, 06:38 PM
i will wank and i will wank tonight. gda has spoken.
joedoe
10-05-2004, 06:46 PM
Originally posted by GunnedDownAtrocity
i will wank and i will wank tonight. gda has spoken.
Eeeeeeewwwwwww. :eek: :eek: :D:D
fa_jing
10-05-2004, 06:59 PM
Be strong. Will you be drinking again in time for Oktoberfest?
On a slight OT;
GDA, what's your favorite pr0n? I find myself most attracted to the Where the Boys Aren't series, as well as the "reality" series We Live Together. Of course, I'll take pretty much anything with Kobe Tai (http://www.geocities.com/whargoul_667/KobeTai1.jpg) or Jenna Jameson (http://www.geocities.com/whargoul_667/Jenna4.jpg) .
Peace.
GunnedDownAtrocity
10-05-2004, 10:19 PM
interestingly enough i am extremely picky about my porn. i dont follow many series like that as more often than not the girls are hardly better than average. especially we live together. the only exception to this i have really seen is maybe the budapest teens and that one blond ***** that gives her boyfriend head and has 3 somes with her friend.
i insist that my porn girls are at least 8's (airbrushed or not) though i may accept 7's in hardcore. more than half of my collection (probably about 20 gigs or so) is actually softcore and i probably have about 3 or 4 gigs of non nude pics and vids just because the girls are so ****ing hot.
to further elaborate my taste in porn .... as i really have nothing but time on my hands right now anyway .... i dont care for anal at all. in fact it's actually a turn off for me that can ruin an otherwise good thing. im not fickel by any means, but i just dont find ramming poop shoots to be boner inducing. it can be funny, but not erotic to me. maybe that's just because i have never had, nor do i have any interest in having, anal. i mean i wouldn't refuse it, but im not missing it either. give me a vagina, a **** sucker, or even a hand over a baloney colonic any day.
Good to see the treatment hasn't affected you yet and you're still obviously "100% GDA" :D.
Eddie
10-06-2004, 12:33 AM
GDA,
serious advice.
Get hold of some wheat grass tea, and drink loads and loads of that. It really helps with all the after effects of the chemo. It would have been better if you took it before chemo, but it can still help.
Good luck dude! Its crappy, but bearable.
The sympathy you get from hot chicks makes up for everything. :)
Eddie
GunnedDownAtrocity
10-06-2004, 12:36 AM
thats really weird timing. as you were writing your post i was writing one about online sources for green tea.
would you mind putting some more info down about this wheat tea in one of the threads please?
Eddie
10-06-2004, 03:32 AM
I learned about wheat grass purely because my best friend owns shares in the company who manufactures it.
Obviously there are different brands, so maybe just look at your local health shop to find out who stocks this or do an internet search.
Here are some info taken from their site www.wheatgrass.co.za or check the international site http://www.ins-enterprise.com/ins_wheatgrasstea.htm
Benefits
*Stabilize blood glucose
* Stabilize blood pressure
* Cleanse body toxins
* Regulates blood circulation
* Help in anemia treatment
* Strengthen the immune system
* Strengthen the cardio system
* Treat constipation
* Suppress growth of cancerous cell
* Create an environment where growth of pathogenic microorganism is suppressed to the lowest level.
* Detoxify harmful substances found in the body
* Speed up the recovery of wounds
* Improve mouth breadth and protect dental deterioration
* Prevent pigmentation and has whitening rejuvenation effect
* Eliminate excessive fat
There is also a website for a company in the USA simply called http://www.wheatgrass.com
Wheat grass is different to green tea
eddie
Originally posted by GunnedDownAtrocity
interestingly enough i am extremely picky about my porn. i dont follow many series like that as more often than not the girls are hardly better than average. especially we live together. the only exception to this i have really seen is maybe the budapest teens and that one blond ***** that gives her boyfriend head and has 3 somes with her friend.
i insist that my porn girls are at least 8's (airbrushed or not) though i may accept 7's in hardcore. more than half of my collection (probably about 20 gigs or so) is actually softcore and i probably have about 3 or 4 gigs of non nude pics and vids just because the girls are so ****ing hot.
to further elaborate my taste in porn .... as i really have nothing but time on my hands right now anyway .... i dont care for anal at all. in fact it's actually a turn off for me that can ruin an otherwise good thing. im not fickel by any means, but i just dont find ramming poop shoots to be boner inducing. it can be funny, but not erotic to me. maybe that's just because i have never had, nor do i have any interest in having, anal. i mean i wouldn't refuse it, but im not missing it either. give me a vagina, a **** sucker, or even a hand over a baloney colonic any day.
Indeed, the We Live Together girls aren't exactly gorgeous, but for me it's the way they play their characters. I hope. God forbid I be attracted to moderately pretty girls.
As for anal, it doesn't do a thing for me. Just looks pretty **** uncomfortable.
As for softcore, you should check out one with Tia Nguyen. I'll have to dig for the name of the show, then I'll post it here.
I'm quite certain God is going to do the Karmic equivalent of kick my ass for all this porn talk. But God Bless Porn!
Icewater
10-06-2004, 06:31 AM
Good luck brother. I'm on your side.
Neckbones
10-06-2004, 06:40 AM
Do what you got to, man. Git r done!
Btw, how's the new house? Neighbor still giving you sh!t?
Mutant
10-06-2004, 01:57 PM
Hey GDA, best of luck!
Yours is a tougher battle than any of the tournaments or b.s. we talk about on here, much respect for you for going thru this fight and hanging tough. You'll beat it man.
GunnedDownAtrocity
10-06-2004, 03:28 PM
dude ... i have a folder dedicated to Tia Nguyen in my porn directory. seriously.
about 15 different clips and a small colllection of pics. the movie where they are playing that dancing machine song is one of my favorate. along with the other one where her and some girl are sucking all over eachother of course. i mean there's a couple, but she only really gets going in that one i have seen so far.
GunnedDownAtrocity
10-06-2004, 03:33 PM
neckbones ... i forgot i even brought that up on the forum. here's a strange twist of fate for ya. my next door neighbor's wife is my nurse. no **** man .... she really is.
she's been extremely nice to me and we havent had any more than a couple words since then anyway. her old man and my girlfriend had a couple words about the dogs barking at eachother a while back, but the flood kinda put all that aside and we have actually been politely saying hi as of late. the odd coincidence of her being one of my nurses pretty much ensures that we wont have any more problems with them.
bamboo_ leaf
10-06-2004, 03:59 PM
good luck and good thoughts towards you.
take care
david
GDA- was looking for a crappy online game for you to waste time with (http://www.ebaumsworld.com/homerun.html) but that was the only one that really screamed GDA at me. :D
Hope things are going well with you.
GunnedDownAtrocity
10-06-2004, 07:47 PM
hehe ... i tried to to waste some time on uo, but ipyshard kept crashing.
Kymus
10-08-2004, 08:20 AM
Have you thought about getting treated through Traditional Chinese Medicine? I remember reading a story about Helen Liang in one of the KFM with her on the cover. She had lymphonitis first, and that cured it, then she got cancer, and it cured it also.
Just a thought
good luck man
check your @ss when you wear them robes dude
GunnedDownAtrocity
10-08-2004, 10:22 PM
i did think about it, but then i thought wow i could really die if i **** around.
it's not that i don't trust eastern medicine, it's just that i wouldn't bet my life on it. i would be more than happy to use both togeather, but thus far the only eastern dr i have found would have me spend way more than i have on oils and such from a site called youngliving.com. now to be fair, i spoke with her on the phone and i do believe that she believes in what she does, but there's just no way i could drop 3k on 1 months worth of oils and spend about 12k total. it just cant happen.
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