bl, your life story expands like the rectum of a constipated wildebeest and it's just as full of sh!t.
I'll be honest here - your self-obsessed, ego driven, messed up attitude disgusts me. With any luck your daughter will grow up to hate you. That way it'll be easier for her to forget you and make the best of the sh!tty start in life you chose to give her, as your personal agenda was more important than her wellbeing.