the beginning ones are short, as you know. And some of us do have experience in several other CMA's, and non-CMA's. And I can tell you, unlike the "stop-short" experiences you had in SD, there's nothing of the kind in any SD school I've ever seen, whereas there is in my other CMA experiences (and, I'm sure, in yours, or else you wouldn't have all this pent-up aggression. Here's some advice: GET LAID. I don't know how to put it plainer than that. IF you can't find a complying woman, get your buddy to give you a hand).
SD is not full-contact MMA, but neither is your art ;), nor is any art, except full-contact MMA, and that's only 'cuz they're getting paid to fight professionally. If you fight full-contact for the "fu%k of it", then you're deranged, or rich, and you have fantastic medical insurance. I hear "LARPer" from your mouth quite often. Clearly you're Chuck Liddel's understudy. And everyone at your school is obviously an ace, or an ass. Hard to tell which. Oh, you're not Chuck Liddel's understudy? Wait, you do CMA? Wait, do you have forms? Oh my god, I just realized something...........
Wait, I forgot......
Maybe you can draw the conclusion yourself?