Eh, I'm no good at this anyway. :)
How does all the attention feel? You love it, don't ya?
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Eh, I'm no good at this anyway. :)
How does all the attention feel? You love it, don't ya?
Do I love it? Was there any doubt in your mind? I'm practically begging for it. "More, more, more, more, more!!!"
I'm not always an attention *****. I'm just getting myself out of a pretty rough situation that left my self confidence wanting a bit.
It was a VERY humbling scenario, I don't mind telling you.
The mind boggles. :eek:Quote:
Originally posted by eulerfan
Do I love it? Was there any doubt in your mind? I'm practically begging for it. "More, more, more, more, more!!!"
Anyway, if you're looking for attention, you've come to the right place. Being a woman on a Martial Arts BBS isn't quite as rare a commodity as, say, a role-playing or computer game BBS, but it's close. And we're in better shape. :D
Sorry to hear it. Just follow my lead. I've always come out of relationships without any undue turmoil, because of my ironclad, unshakeable belief in my own superiority. Clearly, they're the ones missing out. :DQuote:
I'm not always an attention *****. I'm just getting myself out of a pretty rough situation that left my self confidence wanting a bit.
It was a VERY humbling scenario, I don't mind telling you.
Well eulerfan, you're doing pretty well. Females are in fairly short supply around here. Tae Li and halfling have disappeared (read - got a life), Kungfoocutie came in excited everyone and then left as quick as she arrived. MAMargie is doing okay so far. It's only Wen that seems to stick around and tuff it out with us.
So, the floors is all but yours and there are far too many boys ready to pounce.
Good luck.
Thanks Taoboy.
Fatherdog,
Any time I exchange words with somebody on a fairly regular basis, I call that a relationship. So I can't say the situation wasn't a relationship. But this is nothing quite so pedestrian as a broken heart.
This is somebody systematically, determinedly, over months and months, breaking down your resolve. And they win. And you agree to do something you never thought you would ever do. Something that would turn you into somebody you don't want to be. And when you finally agree, that person turns you down.
What happened to me was Dangerous Liasons calibre.
I still haven't really sussed it, yet. What exactly happened there. There's a lesson. I just need to find it.
Taoboy: tae li is around, just *cough* busy ;) ill try to get her to make an appearance lol
eurlefan: keep smiling :)
dawood
A good basic rule for me has been that someone who enjoys you for who you are won't want to change you in any fundamental way. And since your friends are generally the people who like you how you are, beware ofQuote:
Originally posted by eulerfan
This is somebody systematically, determinedly, over months and months, breaking down your resolve. And they win. And you agree to do something you never thought you would ever do. Something that would turn you into somebody you don't want to be. And when you finally agree, that person turns you down.
A) folks that want to change you extensively, and
B) folks that your friends hate.
I'd have saved myself a great deal of aggravation if I'd paid attention to B....
Whoa, there was lesbian kissing involved? Got pics?Quote:
What happened to me was Dangerous Liasons calibre.
Sorry, I'm congenitally unable to take anything seriously for longer than 5 minutes. It's a personal failing.
That's pretty much true of any situation in life. What's more important than finding a lesson is remaining you, and not letting trauma or malice change who you are.Quote:
I still haven't really sussed it, yet. What exactly happened there. There's a lesson. I just need to find it.
It wouldn't have changed me in any fundamental way. I just believe that we are defined by our actions.
For instance. I have no issue telling you that I am a liar. I've told more than a few lies in my day and will probably tell more.
Most people I know have as well. But they wouldn't say, "I'm a liar." They'd say, "I'm not a liar, there were specific reasons for each and every lie I ever told. You don't understand the circumstances....."
Blah blah blah. There are always circumstances. They never nullify the act. If you lie, you are a liar. It's YOUR weight, pick it up and carry it.
I'll never say never. I don't want to be a thief. The world is full of possibility and I contain multitudes of that, myself. So I won't tell you that I would never steal. I'd fight the good fight but I might lose. If I did, it wouldn't change me fundamentally but it would turn me into something I don't want to be. A thief.
Do you see what I'm saying?
Anyway, whatever happened with this person, it was somebody I wanted in my life. I was trying to have this person in my life. I got my ass beat down but, when all is said and done, I was the one who stepped in the ring. The onus of responsibility is firmly on me.
Gene,
Looks like I'm going to have to post that picture of myself in a got qi' T, after all. Otherwise, I'll have to take responsibitly for killing this thread. I don't think I want that on my conscience.
;)
Eulerfan*****You sound like a very smart and intelligent woman. What ever has happened to you in the past that was bad, does not seem that you deserve it. I don't know you that well, but you are a kool kat. You should send that picture, becuase this thread is NOT dying. ke ke ke
Taoboy***Just so you know.....I am here to STAY. :D
****A note for everybody***Be yourself. It will keep you stronger in the long run, and loved by those who do accept you.
rtb: With my wife, I'd never make it to recovery. She has these weird ninja skills, never trained in that, but can sneak right up on me and has done so on many occasions.
tb: Nice actions shots.
elf: Now that's an odd acronym. You can get a shirt by subscribing for 12 issues. For online, you have to hit it double, then leave a note for Margie to send you the shirt. subscribe here
Ftd: I'm with you on the Dangerous Liasons lesbian kissing. Gotta fill my harem, ya know.
Mam: You're turning in to such a philosopher. Do customers get free MAM words of wisdom with every order?
gene*****Actually, we don't provide words of wisdom. If we did, we might as well have been sending fortune cookies.
I see you people talking a bunch of stuff i dont understand
Heres something for the ladies, specially dedicated to:
Wen ;)
Margie ;)
eulerfan ;) (cos i dont have a shirtless pic)
http://www.redlinechicago.com/arvid/yatta/
or the direct link to download:
http://web.njit.edu/~rrs2/yatta.asf
gene: i know what you're saying. my girl has ninja skills, too. she can climb on the ceiling and move around at will. and those eyes on the back of her head? 20/20 vision, i tell you.
mam: cookies? i'll take a dozen. :p
euler, et. al.: this is me before i cut my hair and got my teeth fixed. rubthebuddha
fatherdog: five minutes? liar. i've never seen you serious for more than 3½. :mad:
;)
:eek: OMG its DOMO-KUN :eek:
http://members.aol.com/johnk0/godkills.jpg
http://drew.corrupt.net/think-of-the-domokun.jpg