Wongsifu
Im really sorry to hear about your loss.
There is something i can offer you though.
When my last cat died (hit by car as well) i was pretty upset as well, he had been with us since i was a small child and i couldnt come to grips with the idea of him not being around.
Then someone said something very important to me...
My cat lived a GREAT life, it had a family that loved him and cared for him. He was always enjoying himself and seemed to really enjoy life.
The greatest sadness is when something is taken without every having the chance to give or feel love. Your cat was obviously well loved and cared for and it sounds like it gave the same in return. Be thankfull for all the great times it gave you and all the special moments you will never forget.
I think its good that you expressed yourself about it, its always much more painfull to keep such things bottled up.
Im sorry for your loss but im sure your cat is thankfull for its full and happy life.
Up and down, forward and backward, left and right, its all the same. All of this is done with the mind, not externaly.
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Shaped dragon and looking monkey, sitting tiger and turning eagle.
"I wonder how they would do against jon's no-tension fu. I bet they'd do REALLY WELL."
- Huang Kai Vun