Go, but drop the "I don't give a sh!t about my life".
Remember what Patton said, "No poor b@stard ever won a war laying down his life for his country. You win a war by making the other poor b@stard die for HIS country".
Slight paraphrase.
Just go on in, and do your job better than anyone else. That's good enough.
JWT
If you pr!ck us, do we not bleed? If you poison us, do we not die? And if you wrong us, shall we not revenge? If we are like you in the rest, we will resemble you in that the villany you teach me, I will execute, and it shall go hard but I will better the instruction. MOV