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I'm pretty ****ed. Here's why:
1. I just started the 3rd week of my current 4 week weight lifting program and I'm getting weaker. It's the specialization program I posted a few weeks ago. I'm pretty ****ed about this. The first two weeks I made progress but tonight during a 12 sets of 3-4 reps I was weaker than I was during week 1. wtf?
2. I pride myself on the fact that I have good form when I workout. When I squat I go ass to the ground. When I do pullups I complete straighten my arms between reps. When I bench I bring the bar all the way down to my chest. But I look around and the huge people don't squat all the way down, they don't bench all the way down, and well, they don't do pullups so let's ignore that one. Granted, average weightlifters have crappy form, too, but so do the huge people. That ****es me off. People with bad form get better results than me.
3. My quads **** me off. My squat goes down faster than hell if I don't squat numerous times per week. Remember that these are full range squats Once I actually got some decent size on my quads and then I didn't squat for a week and it all fell off.
4. My progress ****es me off. I know I haven't been terribly consistent since I started lifting weights 4 years ago cuz of things like classes, big projects, sickness, etc. But really, in the past 3 years I really haven't made any consistent progress. I'll peak in either size or strength, and then something will happen and I'll have to stop lifting weights for a while. I really haven't hit a PR in any lifts in the last 3 years, with the exception of DL and that's only because I just started DL'ing 2 years ago. I mean, I'll tie old PR's every once in a while, but tying old PR's doesn't count as setting new ones. The only thing I keep progressing in is learning new things about training, but I still get passed up in the gym by people who use old and flawed methods and crappy form. That ****es me off.
5. I used a new curl bar tonight and got a blister in between the callouses on my right hand and it popped. That ****ed me off.
Ok that's it.
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