Go Ju
Green belt eh?? What embarrasement would there be with Brown belt level. Unless you couldnt do it and messed up. Most people make an excuse for QUITTING. I am too old , I dont have time, My wife/husband wont let me, or I dont want to perform in front of people, or the style doesnt have a verifiable history by written empirical evidence,hahahaha. So I also know from experience that "people who can do; those who cant dont, or do something simpler and easier". Most people are basically lazy and quit. So Go Ju I feel you probably are right you would have been embarrased and dont have the desire to perform all the HUa's Long Fist and Tang Lang Chien along with 3 weapons for 4th BB. Thats alot to remember and perform physically. You have to have strong Kung Fu for that. KC
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