Hey all, I would like to apologize for my attitude lately. i shouldnt be so up in arms about everything but i get that way sometimes, especially when certain members here get on and post what they post. It has been a long process getting over all of this and i guess it will be a long process yet before this becomes a distant memory for me. It is tough to start a new career when the last one did not work out so well, plus being in my mid 30's it is scary enough having to start over now. when i look back at what i have tried to accomplish it seems as though i have done absolutely nothing and have gotten nowhere. Yes i get angry when i think back to when the times got so turbulent, and i acknowledge my own responsability in how things have turned out for me. but i stand by some of the things i have said and yes i state them passionately. but you are right i shouldnt act so hostile, but i do at times when it comes to this very issue and this very thread, it is a reminder to me just how frustrating it has been. try to think of my attitude as one of maybe a guy who has worked and been dedicated to a company for a long time and then he gets laid off, and is left standing there wondering what the hell happened and what went wrong, and realizing that it was not much fault of his own but that he was naive in that he did not see the cut off coming.
But anyway, new things are on the horizon for me and i guess i will see if this new approach will bear fruit for me.
So anyway in conclusion, apologies for the brash attitude at times,guys.
Peace,TWS
It makes me mad when people say I turned and ran like a scared rabbit. Maybe it was like an angry rabbit, who was going to fight in another fight, away from the first fight.