http://youtube.com/watch?v=C4JDdQezaJo
Well, I lost. But I learned some important lessons:
1) Don't rush. I was down and receiving knees, but I was able to absorb most of them. However, I lost because I forced changing the position when I should have stayed and let my man spend energy.
2) I need a corner. So I don't listen to the peanut gallery outside the cage telling me to "come on Ray," when I should stay relaxed. Amatuer mistake. See point #1
3) I felt like I matched up well with my opponant, especially standing (though he was very powerful and strong in the side mount) but seeing some pros playing in the red corner locker room, I realise if I truly want to compete at a high level, I have a long way to go and have to take it to another level yet again.
Have to think about this, because the amount of focus I put into training already taxed many of my relationships and responsibilities already. I'm sure in a week though I'll be ready for the challenge.
Just want to chill right now.
Not as disapointed as I was, because I kind of feel like I made a stupid mistake, gave up my queen (position) early in the game for no reason. Amatuer mistake.
Ray