Hegemony. They're keeping you down, man. Can't you see this is the morality of a decadent autocracy? They're playing with morality and self-knowlege, but there's no value to what they're saying. All they're saying is that you're neve good. Even if you realize you're a bad christian, you're doing this in order to be a good christian, and if you have the knowledge that realizing you're a bad christian is in fact a marker that you're a good one, you're still a bad one because you have the knowlege of this system, and you can never be good.
The point is, why try in a self-defeating system?
The only way to achieve goodness is to be a naive, blind idiot, with no motivation, no loyalty, and an unhealthy predilection for self-loathing--you know, kind of why the Romans hated the new religion.
If we're going to derail my thread, let's at least have an atheist vs. theist discussion, as I'm much more inclined to participate in that one.