I devoted my life to MA from 1978 to 2000, retiring from competition in 1998.
Then I got married in 2000 and had the first child in 2003.
Having devoted so much of my life to MA, its ok for me to devote more of it to my family, MA will always be there, family, not so much.
I still work out twice a day, every day minus Sundays.
I wake up at 5 in the morning to do so an dI have my own gym in my home.
MA is a lifetime pursuit.
I say this because I have already "put in the time" as a fighter and such.
If I hadn't I probably would feel different.
But I hope I wouldn't.
Psalms 144:1
Praise be my Lord my Rock,
He trains my hands for war, my fingers for battle !