Just found myself on a break from writing, usually when I'll shadow box in the mirror or go a round on the heavy bag. This time I found myself with my hair stacked atop my head like an old Taoist and instantly broke into my favorite form, chick Pu (sp?) from Bak Mei. I always loved it.... short, compact, powerful.
I felt ridiculous. The postures, while flowing naturally from countless repetition, also felt forced. It wasn't the usual come what may scenario of my own private training. It felt static.
I know much prefer getting a nice rhythmic hop going... light of foot... and just let combinations explode on their own. Sprawl. Kick. Jam. Jump on my exercise ball and work on ground position transitions.
Also understand why my master was against the heavy bag. I enjoy it, I find it useful. But it truly does promote poor punching. It's hard not to help but push the punch, not throw it loose. But now I am much more mindful of just letting the hands go.
Just had my Dec 27 fight cancelled but that just means more time for training. Running hills now.