that is the thing with learning Gung-Fu. You can't explain it, read about it, etc and get it. You need to really sweat over it, feel it, bang our head against the wall a few times, and when you eventually do get it, you then read the books, articles etc, and say,"Oh yeah, that's what they were talking about!"
I am at that point right now with my SPM. My teacher says, "I can't teach you how to get this. You need to just work, and ....get it." There are no drills, no forms, no writings, just plain old hard work, hands on, getting frustrated, hit, frustratedm hit...did I mention frustrated? LOL
But..for those of us who are doing this thing we do, that is precisely why we love it. Despite the mental, emotional frustration we go through, it is an incredibly rewarding experience, when we get even just a bit.
In SPM, they say,"If you get just a bit, you've gotten alot."
-probabaly written by someone whose been in my shoes....
"My Gung-Fu may not be Your Gung-Fu.
Gwok-Si, Gwok-Faht"
"I will not be part of the generation
that killed Kung-Fu."
....step.