Well I could not help it and hold it in anymore. I had serious conversation with my sifu tonight after the BB class.
I basically told him of what I have observed and what my concerns are. I have made some suggestions. We discussed the issues I put forth and he seem to finally see the importance of having an instructors class. He did say that these things cannot be fixed overnight. Not really sure how to take that.
I think I am gonna have my knee surgery (having MRI on Thurs.). Take maybe a month or two off to recoup. Come back and see if I find that passion I once had and to see if there have been some progress at changes. If not, then I really think I need to walk away.
Master of Shaolin I-Ching Bu Ti, GunGoPow and I Hung Wei Lo styles.
I am seeking sparring partner. Any level. Looking for blondes or redhead. 5'2" to 5'9". Between 115-135 weight class. Females between 17-30 only need apply. Will extensively work on grappling.