There is no "magic" just hard sparring to implement what you have learnt, something you arent familiar with
And in your case the number adds up to zero
Zero sparring
Zero training
Zero credibility with anyone who puts in the hard yards to become reasonably combat proficient.
How would you know? You practice on yourself in your lounge room?
It just dribbles out of you doesnt it?
Here we go again. Looking for help from people you dont even know.
I guess youll cry to Gene again when it doesnt go your way again
Incidentally, i found this footage of you after you last tantrum when it all got a bit hard for you
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i5tWT6I1GvY
Poor baby