Originally Posted by
bawang
when i say that to him i mean
if a woman refuses a man for 20 years and suddenly shows interest when shes 39 would u trust her.the woman is also no longer fertile
you are spiritually unfertile, barren. you are becoming extremely unhealthy alongside aging and feel insecure about age and body. you want to return to something you did in ur childhood to feel comfort and reassurance and validation.
furthermore ur displaying of indecisiveness even now and nitpicking of that kung fu school means u probably will never visit that school, kung fu is not important to u.
your mental state reflects the state of michigan. delay aimlessness rot and decay and running out of time.
you cannot negotiate with time and laws of nature. you are aged, you are obese, you are unfit physically and mentally. you dont have years, you have 6-8 months to sort out all ur sh1t together.