TWS - I am sorry that you had such a negative experience with SD. However, this whole thing with you, Master Joe, and KC is bewildering. To say that anyone or anything other than yourself is responsible for you losing that challenge is not only wrong, it's a cop out. You got yourself into that mess, why should anyone other than you have gotten you out of it? So you got your butt kicked, train harder, quit playing the blame game, and move on. No master is obligated to put their reputation, and school on the line because one of their students decides to fight a challenge match. What makes you so special that Master Joe should risk not only his reputation and his school, but face the legal ramifications of a challenge as well? Your confidence should not be dependent upon the support of someone else.
Bent monk i am going to repost what i stated earlier so you can get your reading comprehension skills working again. here it is
my "ATTITUDE" at the time reflected one of standing up for something that so many had put down. I dont blame joe or the school for losing that challenge match with reemul, but my heart wasnt in that fight because of the rug being pulled out from under me by those i trusted and followed(but i still maintain today that if i had support and everything went like it was going to i still would have lost, reemul just had more skill than i). you all seem to think that i blame the heart of the school for me losing. so what if i lost, and i did lose, but you know i gained a ton of respect from people at eastwind including reemul and from many here on this forum for having the courage to go to that challenge alone. i could have backed out when i was told i wouldnt be supported in the match, i could have wimped out and made a fool of myself and be thought of as a coward. but i didnt
now would you people please stop inferring the exact opposite of what i have been stating? clear the crud from your eyes drink some coffee or take some ginko biloba and get the reading fundamentals back to the forefront of your brains.
im very TIRED of having to repeat and reiderate myself for those who dont know how to read and comprehend a fuking statement that i make.
TWS
It makes me mad when people say I turned and ran like a scared rabbit. Maybe it was like an angry rabbit, who was going to fight in another fight, away from the first fight.