Nothing will stop you from posting, so why worry about me?
There is no need for us to exchange and share, we are just too different, so let it be. I can sense this right from the beginning.
"lol, you have no idea what it's like pushing with him...nothing like u describe, it goes infinitely "deeper" than that..." Of course you would say that, because you have not gone beyond him and you never will, by the sound of it.
So just do your own thing and I do mine.
DISENGAGING!